March 6, 2022
Lorena
We’re getting near the end, here, and I don’t really know what to say now any more than I did then. I think by this point I had given up…
December 2022
Chex Mix; feeds armies
Huh. I could have sworn I’d posted my Chex Mix recipe before… it must have been deleted in the Accidental Blog Purge of 2019, when I thought I was going…
Haldeman/Conyers burial/memorial celebration
When it came time, I knew I wanted to bury Tim’s ashes at Prairie Creek Conservation Cemetery. I didn’t know when – there were a few issues that meant we…
March 5, 2022
One thing I don’t think I’ve talked about is that about once a week, maybe once every ten days or so, some well-meaning person would message me with the thoughtful…
March 4, 2022
There was one week left. I don’t know how I would have felt, if I’d known. Thankful that he wouldn’t be suffering? Empty? Devastated? Angry? Regretful? Afraid for him? Afraid…
How’s that holiday widow brain holding up?
Surprisingly well, all things considered. I’ve flipped out a couple of times, but nothing so far out I can’t get back, and I’ve spaced out a few times, but again,…
March 3, 2022
Here are some words Photographs and memories Christmas cards you sent to me All that I have are these To remember you Memories that come at night Take me to…
March 2, 2022
Not a good day. I barely remember it, anything that happened that day, other than cleaning the mailbox when I got home. I don’t have any other notes from the…
March 1, 2022
The biggest thing about this day was putting in a new Central Line, so they could do dialysis. Now. Let’s talk about dialysis. Even though I only have one kidney,…
February 28, 2022
This was… not a great day. At this point I had sort of stopped asking the universe “what else” or “is that all you got” because every time I jokingly…
February 27, 2022
I was so tired, but if I had known this part of the adventure would all be over in two weeks… would that have changed anything? Would I have pushed…
February 26, 2022
They never did send me a satisfaction survey, like I said below that I hoped they would. They didn’t send me a bill, either, at least not yet – I…