Size doesn’t matt— oh, shit, that’s huge

In a normal year, about now is when I’d start planning for next year. Work-wise, I mean… my personal life doesn’t really have a plan. Do I even have a personal life? HAH. Anyway, long-time readers will find the drill familiar. September is Fiber-In and applying for December’s GLAM and starting to think about next year and voicing some thoughts about plans. October is my birthday and the start of holiday business and finalizing those plans I thought about in September, at least for the first quarter of the next year. November is thinking about the second quarter, making things for GLAM, and trying to restock things online as fast as I sell out of them. December is straight up being exhausted, recovering from GLAM, giving up on trying to get the shop restocked, and trying to figure out if I have enough energy to make Chex Mix.

I usually start my plan with a large wall calendar. On that, I put the things I know I want to have done at a specific date – yarn club, or product releases, or whatever. Then from that I decide what weeks I should most be focused on yarn, or soap, or ceramics. Lists of things to do during the week or daily to-do lists get put in the planner. But I always start with the wide view of the yearly calendar.

This last year…..???? HAHAHAHA. January and February were full. March had some things crossed off. Then the rest of the wall calendar was pretty much empty except for things like days I wanted to release new yarn colorways, or days the HaldeCrate was supposed to come out. And about half of that I haven’t been able to stick to, because of kiln issues and things that take longer and/or have to be done multiple times to get it right.

So last week I was like… do I really even want to buy a 2021 wall calendar this year? I mean, I like having the wide view of the year. I like being able to see months in advance or in the past. But I hardly really – used – last year’s, except for looking at it. I mean, it’s not super expensive, but … it’s still $25 that … did I get $25 worth of use out of it, just looking at dates and not really using it to plan out anything?

But then! In looking online, I found one that’s a year view, but also a wipe-off. So I would have to write in the dates, but then I could also erase them and write in the dates for the NEXT year… making it multi-use. It was about the same price as the ones I’d been getting, but how did I feel about having to write in all the dates? Not too bad, after evaluating. Worth it. So I bought it. Then it was delivered, and, whoa. It was, uh, much bigger than I was expecting.

I wound up having to move the top half of those shelves to get it to fit. I can barely reach the top couple of lines, and I have to really lean over to reach the bottom. Oh well….? For comparison, here’s the size I usually get (this is from a few years ago, but I usually get the same one).

So you can see, the new one is a good three times larger. I sure hope that I have something, anything, I can plan for next year, or I’m going to feel really silly with that thing looming over me every day, staring over my shoulder.

I mean, believe me, I’d love to have a plan for next year. As previously stated, I love me a routine and a plan. Part of me says “no! stop! don’t! you don’t even know what’s going to happen after the election! don’t make any plans past November 3rd!” and part of me says “wouldn’t it be great to think that life next year will be some semblance of normal? that I could at least pretend that yarn will come out on these dates, and the HaldeCrate will come out on these?”

So I think where I’m going with this is… I’m going to plan on having a plan. I don’t want to write too much down before November, because, I mean, we could have peaceful transfer of power or we could have armed revolution or all of my rights could be stripped away and it might become illegal for me to even own my own business. ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN. For right now, all I have written down on the big wall calendar are quarterly taxes, three Seasonal HaldeCrate dates, and chapters due over on Patreon.

But when I do feel comfortable writing more things down? Putting many things on the calendar? I will have so much room in which to do it! That bitch is huuuuuuuuuge!

Let’s talk about lotion!

Have you been washing your hands a gabillion times a day? Are your hands raw from sanitizer? I got you, Boo.

Well, until these sell out, anyway.

You may already be familiar with my goat’s milk lotion (ingredients here). I’d been restocking for online purchasing just a couple of times a year, when I had stock left over from craft shows. Well, not doing any craft shows right now, and y’all need hand lotion! So I decided to see what I had made up but not in bottles, and this means we get a little bit of a restock.

An odd restock.

I didn’t have that many bottles, and bottles are hard to come by right now – most of my distributors are saying it’ll be around September before they get bottles back in stock on any kind of regular basis. So I dug around and found that I also still had some jars, from when I was doing the 2 ounce massage lotions. Which means we have kind of a mish-mash of fragrances and container styles right now.

Plus, I have a small number of 8 ounce bottles (with pump-style caps, not squeeze bottles) that were also left over from GLAM that I’d just never put up online. They’re up online now, but I can’t make any more.

My distributors who are also out of bottles, are also out of most lotion supplies. I may have to change bases, if I want to make any kind of mid-season restocks… I will keep you posted on that if I do, and it needs to change from goat’s milk to something else. I know that a few of you have allergies and sensitivites, and I will definitely keep those in mind as I’m reviewing what’s available.

If you go to this revamped link, you’ll be able to choose in the drop-downs from container style and fragrance. Not everything that looks like you can put together is available, let me make sure that’s obvious right now – but the website will tell you ‘sold out’ if it’s not available, and how many are available if that option is in stock.

OK, Universe, got it – I’ll slow down

Ever had one of those weeks where everything you try to do takes longer, is frustrating, and comes out wrong? I’m heading into Week Three of that, so maybe it’s time to step back. Slow down. Be the opposite of productive. I know I haven’t done a WiP Wed post in a couple of weeks, so consider this a Sunday Check-In version of that.

Remember how I joked around that I was having to delay the release of Under the Sea from May 15th to May 22nd, and how I sure hoped I didn’t have to delay it again to the 29th? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. So, Big Geek, my large kiln, has had some firing issues lately. Stuff on the top shelf first was over-firing, then under-firing, and so the last couple of times I’ve fired it I haven’t filled it 100% — why my first reaction was “don’t fill it all the way” instead of “figure out why you can’t fill it all the way” I’m not really sure, but I’m paying for that now. Friday during a bisque firing, about two hours before it was supposed to finish, the kiln started beeping it’s “Danger Will Robinson” beep, and throwing me an FTH error code. FTH means Failure to Heat, and that’s kind of an important part of the kiln firing process.

In the hopes that it’s just a relay issue (a small, inexpensive part that helps to regulate/direct the heating elements in the kiln) I’ve ordered another relay. Now we get into a bunch of “hopefullies”. Hopefully the place I ordered from is not currently closed because of Covid19. Hopefully the place I ordered it from has it in stock. Hopefully it will get to me soon. Hopefully it is only the top relay of the three Big Geek has that needs replacing. Hopefully replacing it will solve the problem.

See, about four different things can give you the FTH error, but the kiln is not so smart as to be able to tell me which of those four things it might be. So I have to go down the checklist of those things, test-firing the kiln after each time I replace something, and when I stop getting the error code when I’m firing, that means I have fixed the right thing. ISN’T THIS EXCITING????

Now, the good news is that a bisque firing (when firing from greenware to bisque) is the best firing to have your kiln crap out on you. All of these pieces are salvageable, or will be, when I get the kiln repaired. I could fire a lot of this in Little Geek, but it would probably take four or five firings, and the incense burners are exactly the width of the smaller kiln and it’s hard to arrange them in there (I know, I’ve tried before). With the other glaze firings I need to now move over to Little Geek, it would probably be two weeks before I had everything bisque fired. It may take two weeks to get Big Geek repaired, so I might as well wait.

Which means that Under the Sea is now delayed – I doubt the kiln will be repaired in time for me to bisque fire, glaze, and get everything glaze fired by Friday the 22nd… so I’m looking at least at Friday the 29th before that collection is ready. Maybe even June 5th, depending on (a) how long it takes for the relay to get to me and (b) if the relay is the fix, and I don’t have to also order new elements, a new control box for the kiln, or contact the electricity company to somehow get them to raise the voltage we get out here. Or whatever magic stuff they can do to get us more electricity (the fourth thing on my four-part list of “what could be wrong” is that with our house, our studio, and everything that Cetty and Joe with their setup, that there’s just not enough power being drawn to the kiln… which is a fix that Clay Electric would have to get in on).

Anyway; ugh.

But hey, I could just switch to soap, right? Make a lot of soap this week, maybe have a ginormous soap update? Maybe also make some lotion, because we’ve all been going through that a lot lately.

Hmmm, these soap molds are starting to show some stress. I should look into buying more. Oh? What’s that? The place where, a couple of years ago, I bought these because they were two of the only designs that company was now carrying? Now they’re not carrying this line at all? And it looks as if the manufacturer may have gone out of business because nobody else seems to have any of them? That’s awesome. Cool cool cool.

So what will my options be when these are no longer really usable? Well. It looks like the trend is towards… good-sized bars with no decoration, or small but decorative guest-sized bars, or a couple of designs I could get into but are made with the cheaper/thinner plastic that breaks down and warps faster than the thicker, or I could switch to way sturdier new good-sized designs in silicone molds that are three times more expensive than the molds I use now, which means I’d be able to make two batches per day instead of six because buying that many at once would be an expense I wasn’t expecting. And I should hold off on any unplanned expenses until I figure out if it’s a cheap relay that needs to be replaced or perhaps a really expensive control box. Well. Right then.

Oh, and as far as restocking the lotion? So the place I usually get my lotion base from was only selling to hospitals during the bulk of March and April. I see that they’ve just opened back up to regular sales, so I went to place an order and… they don’t offer that lotion base any more. They’ve reformulated it, and I did buy a sample and personally I love it… but it’s a little thicker than the other lotion (I love a thick lotion!) so that means it’s not going to go into the squeeze bottles very well. Well, they’ll go INTO the squeeze bottles, but not come out as easily. Which means if I go with this reformulation, I will also need to source new containers, which means also sourcing new/different label designs. Now, it just so happens that I found out I do still have some circular labels from when I was doing massage lotion (I used them in the Heartfelt Connection gift box, when I had to source a completely different lotion because of my original source being closed to non-medical sales for a couple of months). So some of that work is done – or at least done enough that I can pick it up and tweak it without a huge amount of drama.

Change is just… frustrating. New containers. New labels. New product photos. Entire different fragrances, since a couple of what I did make in lotion the last time I made lotion, I don’t have any more – Rosemary Mint, In the Wild … some of those weren’t doing well as soap fragrances so I didn’t make them as they sold out, but I do still have a couple of the lotions. So what do I do with those if I change formulations and containers? Sell both for a while? Hold onto the new until the old is sold out? What if I have, like, three that never sell?


Y’all, I’m not even going to get started on where I am with yarn, this post is already about 1200 words. And I still have to write something today for Patreon. And work on my next chapter.

So. Yeah. I feel like the Universe is telling me to slow down, by… actively throwing road blocks in my way. Maybe I should listen for a minute.