1095 Days of Being a Widow
Lorena
Whelp. Today is the End of Year Three/Start of Year Four of being a widow. I say that not in a “oh, feel sorry for me” way but in a…
Letters to Tim
Revisiting LOST
Dear Timmy Sean; Remember that show we really loved (until we didn’t, but then we hate-watched it until the end), LOST? On, I think it’s the Mary Sue website, someone…
I never write, I never call
Dear Tim; It’s been a while since I wrote, I know, I know. But I had a weird dream about you the night before last. Like, a really weird dream.…
I know dreams aren’t real, but still
Dear Timmy Sean; After not dreaming about you for months, I’ve had two in the last two weeks. One the night before last, one almost two weeks to the day…
Dear Timmy Sean; yesterday was your birthday
Dear Tim; Yesterday was your birthday. I wanted to write something (I wanted to acknowledge your birthday and send a love letter to your family) but also I didn’t (it…
Why do I write these? Who do I write them for?
Dear Tim; Why do I write these posts about grief and loss and death and healing? Why do I write, so openly, about what I went through while you were…
Dear Tim; who were you, even?
CW: grief, confusion, anger, you know, all that stuff that comes with death of a spouse and being a widow. Dear Tim; Sometimes I wonder… who were you? What were…
Hey, bud, it’s been a while since I’ve written
CW for anyone new, the posts in my “Letters to Tim” series touch on the death of a spouse, living with loss, the blend of absurdity and terrible weight of…
Sometimes it’s still weird
Dear Timmy Sean; Sometimes it’s still weird. Sometimes I still have moments when I forget that you’ve died – surely we just had a fight, and you left? And eventually…
That Christmas movie, with that guy who’s the vampire
Dear Tim; I was catching up on The Rookie while painting ceramics the other day, and guess who the guest star was? Molly Quinn! The girl who played his daughter…
That deck, tho
Dear Timmy Sean; We need to talk about your deck. I’ve been struggling with how to talk about your deck. You had such a good time designing this deck. Not…
I put the irk in work
How is it, Timmy Sean, that in the last ten days I’ve gotten so much work done, and yet feel that I haven’t gotten any work done? I haven’t gotten…