Too many forks and not enough spoons
CW: death, grief, widowhood, mental health Dear Tim; A couple of weeks after you died, I was putting clean silverware away, and I had a...
March 6, 2022
We're getting near the end, here, and I don't really know what to say now any more than I did then. I think by this...
Chex Mix; feeds armies
Huh. I could have sworn I'd posted my Chex Mix recipe before... it must have been deleted in the Accidental Blog Purge of 2019, when...
Haldeman/Conyers burial/memorial celebration
When it came time, I knew I wanted to bury Tim's ashes at Prairie Creek Conservation Cemetery. I didn't know when - there were a...
March 5, 2022
One thing I don't think I've talked about is that about once a week, maybe once every ten days or so, some well-meaning person would...
March 4, 2022
There was one week left. I don't know how I would have felt, if I'd known. Thankful that he wouldn't be suffering? Empty? Devastated? Angry?...
How’s that holiday widow brain holding up?
Surprisingly well, all things considered. I've flipped out a couple of times, but nothing so far out I can't get back, and I've spaced out...
March 3, 2022
Here are some words Photographs and memories Christmas cards you sent to me All that I have are these To remember you Memories that come...
March 2, 2022
Not a good day. I barely remember it, anything that happened that day, other than cleaning the mailbox when I got home. I don't have...
March 1, 2022
The biggest thing about this day was putting in a new Central Line, so they could do dialysis. Now. Let's talk about dialysis. Even though...
February 28, 2022
This was... not a great day. At this point I had sort of stopped asking the universe "what else" or "is that all you got"...
February 27, 2022
I was so tired, but if I had known this part of the adventure would all be over in two weeks... would that have changed...
February 26, 2022
They never did send me a satisfaction survey, like I said below that I hoped they would. They didn't send me a bill, either, at...
