My Memory Table is too cluttered
Lorena
When I was first learning about computers, I asked my dad what the difference between RAM and Memory/Storage was. He said that both were memory the same way both a…
Ramblings
Recurring dreams of home. But not home. But, home.
I’ve been staring at the TV for about 15 minutes while one gunfire scene has been playing. How do they not run out of bullets? I swear, there is some…
That little voice in your head
Maybe there’s a dirty mug in the sink, with a spoon in it. Maybe you forgot to clean the crumbs off the cutting board from your cinnamon toast snack the…
A gray immovable rock in glass-smooth water
Here’s the thing about coming out of a narcissistic fog. You haven’t just lost your time; you’ve lost your “spark.” You’ve spent so long being a background character in their…
Hoover; not just a vacuum cleaner
Silence. The silence that feels less like a vacuum in space and more like a spa day. The kind of silence where you begin to enjoy the sound of your…
Know when to walk away; know when to run
There’s so much to do today. I thought I would be caught up after the holidays but I also thought I’d get some time OFF during the holidays. I got…
Know any narcissists?
The laundry has been sitting in the dryer for three days. Seriously, leaving stuff in the dryer and forgetting about it is my super power. I glanced at the dryer…
So tired of brain fog and overwhelm
You know, for someone who was going to lessen and curate her news intake, I sure do spend a lot of time with news headlines being shoved into my eyeballs.…
Trying to reason with hurricane season
With apologies to Jimmy Buffett, you can’t. End of song! So much shorter than the original! It seemed like Helene took a full week to get to us; Milton will…
Brain Dump
Why, when I wake up in the morning, do I have the most energy and the most willingness to do ALL THE THINGS? I’m not a morning person, I’m really…
Well, that didn’t work out as planned
Remember when I was on vacation earlier this month (as much as anyone self-employed who works at home can be) and I was all I’M GOING TO WRITE A SHORT…
Saturday, Sat tur day, Saturday, Saturday
I woke up this morning with six thousand things in my head and was so excited to start the day and I have gotten fuck all done. Well, that’s not…