To Reach the Unreachable Star

When I was younger, I’d get asked at science fiction conventions when I was going to start writing. “NEVER!” was the answer. Guess what? ::shifty eyes:: I lied. Never say never, I suppose…!

To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go

For about ten years now, I’ve had part of a story in my head. But I mean, doesn’t everyone? I even wrote a number of chapters of it years ago, when I was in a writer’s group with some friends. It would have been one book, or a book and a sequel, but nothing spectacular as far as word count goes. Average. Nothing ever came of it, however. Life got busy and I didn’t want to write it enough to make room and time for it. ……. Then about two years ago, I woke up one morning with an idea to add to that one, and all of a sudden that idea became practically a bottomless universe of ideas, hundreds of stories all entwined around each other. There wouldn’t be one main character with one story to tell, but many characters whose stories would weave in and out of each other’s lives, making a giant tapestry.

To right the unrightable wrong
To love pure and chaste from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star

Which brings me to how and why I’m writing it on Patreon versus “traditional” publishing (and by “traditional” I mean everything from self-publishing through all the options up to selling to a big house who will market for me). When the story went from being one character/one story to many characters/many stories, I really struggled with how to write that. Which part should I write first? Should I go chronologically, with everyone’s stories, so that the reader follows along from A to Z, even though a storyline started in A might not actually resolve until N? Or should I go by storyline, regardless of chronology, so that the reader gets one complete story, then a second complete story that might contain a scene from the other book told from a different point of view? Or…..????? HELP ME OBI WAN.

This is my quest, to follow that star
No matter how hopeless, no matter how far
To fight for the right
Without question or pause
To be willing to march
Into hell for a heavenly cause

I had a long talk with a writer friend of mine, and she suggested Patreon, which I have to admit had (until that point) not been on my radar for myself. Sure, there were artists I supported, but never really thought about it in regards to myself. But the more we talked, the more I came around to… she’s not wrong. Patreon is actually kind of perfect for the way I want to tell this story. I want to do installments; short arcs that resolve (or not!) in six to eight months, but then maybe get brought back up a year later when those characters come around again. I want full control over my story. Because I know how things are going to end, I don’t want someone advising me to change this, that, or the other, because I have a trajectory and a plan. I don’t want future books to be turned down or a contract cancelled if a publishing house decides I’m not bringing in the money they’d like – and I don’t want to lose the rights to my characters and spend years trying to buy things back so that I can finish the story on my own. I’m not interested in winning awards; I don’t fear not being eligible to win an award if I’m not doing things traditionally. I just have a story, and I want to tell it to you. Patreon is perfect for that.

And I know if I’ll only be true
To this glorious quest
That my heart will lay peaceful and calm
When I’m laid to my rest
And the world will be better for this

So I give you The Unreachable Star. I suppose the key-word elevator pitch would be something along the lines of “plucky crew of misfits forges family, trips over centuries-lost instantaneous drive, accidentally saves galaxy”. Uh, spoilers. Sheri Tepper’s sociological science fiction meets Elizabeth Moon’s space opera with a dash of C.J. Cherryh’s world-building. If serialized science fiction/space opera is your thing, I’ve already got two chapters and a bonus story over on my Patreon page.

That one man scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To fight the unbeatable foe
To reach the unreachable star

Songwriters: Joe Darion / Mitchell Leigh

How does supporting me on Patreon work?

  • For $1 a month (Shooting Star level), you get access to my patron-only feed, one chapter a month (first Sunday of the month), one monthly blog post wherein I recommend something I think you might like (an artist, a book, a series, an album, whatever). I’ll tell you why I like it, what it means to me, and why I think you might like it as well (this goes up on the second Sunday of the month).
  • For $3 a month (Comet level) you everything that Shooting Stars get, plus on months with five Sundays, a bonus short story of character backstory, history of the universe, or introduction of characters who will come into play later (published on the fifth Sunday of the month, during months that have five Sundays).
  • For $8 month (Planet level), you get – everything that Shooting Stars and Comets get, and a physical post card mailed, with a picture I take that I don’t publish on my blog or social media, with a caption that explains the photo. Sunsets, tortoises, scenes from a life. I’ve been mailing these out between the 15th and 20th.
  • For $20 a month (Star level) you get everything that Shooting Stars, Comets, and Planets get, an online monthly Discord text-based chat, where we can have a half-hour or so together and just talk about different things (ask me questions, or tell me about your day!). The chats will be run on different days of the week and times of day on a rotating schedule so that patrons in various time zones will be able to attend.
  • Then I have two “special/limited access” tiers; for $50 (Solar System level), you get everything that Shooting Stars, Comets, Planets, and Stars get, plus one skein of yarn (dyer’s choice of base, but it will be one of the standard HaldeCraft base yarns; sock, sport, DK, or worsted) dyed in a “One-Hit Wonder” (one time only) colorway per month. Colors will range between semi-solids and multi-colors. This includes shipping. Or for $100 (Constellation level), you get everything that Shooting Stars, Comets, Planets, and Stars get plus one handmade ceramic piece (most probably a mug, but occasionally a serving plate, or other creative yet functional item) each month. This includes shipping.
  • Additionally, I’ve already made my first two goals on Patreon, which means that Patrons of all levels also get a blog post on the third Sunday of the month talking about the Florida Sandhill ecosystem, and starting this month on the fourth Sunday I’ll be posting a sort of advice column.

You can read more about the tiers I offer for patronage and the goals I’m working towards, here on my Patreon page.

Thanks, y’all!


  1. marie stanley

    First ; brava to you for publishing in a way that lest you do it YOUR way. I appreciate your choice.

    I have a question for your advice posts; if i tell the one i’m talking to that i dislike eggs; and they reply ” you just haven’t had them fixed right “…. ?? !! arrrgh….the heck is that anyway ? I can’t reach back to that with any kind of compassion or understading on my part but why do ppl even do that ?

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